There is a Hindu tantric saying, nadevo devam arcayet, "by none but a god shall a god be worshiped." Inner Reaches of Outer Space, Joseph Campbell. We use the physical body as a portal to a deeper experience of our own selves. Worship is a mindset. We may have lost touch with the parts of ourselves that feel deep reverence, since we are often spiritual outliers of our own cultures of origin, orphans of the gods, with a ravishing hunger for gods among men. Worthiness for all. The idea of the cock, idolized, a towering emblem. We expect this, no less. To the gay psyche, it is iconic, familiar, and the prize. The cock is only one part of the man. It has come to be associated with power, might, strength, and masculinity. We hunger for it because we are animals. A huge cock can leave us feeling filled completely and well-fed. It, too, can be an idol without meaning when the man attached to it is lost on us. Truly, every part of a man can be subject to praise, unlocking tremendous erotic potential. Featuring Angel Cruz, Gabriel Cross, Kayden Gray. Original release date: September 28th, 2020.
During our Easton Mountain retreat, tantric sex coach Brad Amberheart offered a sacred intimate session to Jerry. A Sacred Intimate is a teacher who takes you step by step into feeling more comfort, connection and pleasure in your body. He guides you back to a state of recognizing, experiencing and enjoying your body sensations. No two sacred intimate sessions are alike, and they're guided largely by the needs, emotions and desires of the client. Featuring Brad Amberheart, Jerry. Original release date: January 30th, 2020.
Destructive belief systems are taught to us at a young age by family, culture and institutions -- and combine with our own experiences of pleasure and pain around sex. The world around us tells us how to feel about ourselves sexually, and oftentimes shame, fear and anxiety are the result. "Gay sex is wrong." "You don't deserve this." "You are a slut." How can you move through these strong, negative belief systems? Fantasy. Fantasy is the vehicle for us to move from inhibition into action. It allows us to see ourselves in different ways. It is live mythology, a symbolic narrative that brings our personal wounds into a space of embodied pleasure. Featuring Adam Ramzi, Max Adonis. Original release date: June 29th, 2020.
This video is about the transformation of consumption into care. It explores the edge between ruthlessness and empathy, and how taking greedily from another can be a deeply caring act of intention -- and simultaneously, deeply validating for all involved. This video is a Dionysian revelry in filth, as well as the vanquishing of deep hunger to express and be "seen." The bottom is the meal; he is portrayed as profane -- and yet, also elevated to the sacred. During the video, the attitudes of the participants shift to demonstrate the movement along this spectrum. Featuring Angel Cruz, Bishop Black, Gabriel Cross, JP Dubois, Kayden Gray. Original release date: November 25th, 2019.
